<body> ?my light will shine when all else fade.
...the girl, JOAN.




*I love the city life, but I'll always be a small town girl at heart.

*I never regret a thing, it's a wasted emotion

*I live life to the fullest each day. I've seen that life is just too short not to take chances.

*I am outgoing and i do crazy stuff especially when i'm with my friends

*I love taking pictures and writing on my blog so that someday, I can say these words to myself:
"..I have lived a happy life."

*I don't let things bother me or get in my way..I will succeed because I know I will.

*I am a risk-taker; what's the sense of making mistakes if you can't learn from them?

*Nothing could go wrong if I just follow my heart

*What doesn't kill you will make you stronger and tougher.

*-AD ASTRA PER ASPERA-; TO THE STARS, THROUGH DIFFICULTIES*



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that's all i can say...just read my posts to know more about me


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___ JOAN ___

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I wished upon a shooting star Falling to it's death
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 The next second I run away
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 I hide it with a mask
 I have so many deep wounds
 I have been scared
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 He did it to me
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 I have hidden it well
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 I feel like Hell
 Please heal my wounds
 Help me to love you
 I already do
 but help me to stay by your side
 Before I fall to my lonely death
 Just like the star that brought me to you

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    Sunday, January 06, 2008


    Jai's Birthday Party


    This day is a special day for Jai Mendez (my comrade, my daddy, my driver, my call-me-when-you-need-me, my eggroll buddy). He's 19 years old already! Happy Birthday Daddy Jai! I love you big time!

    I went to church this morning. I can't miss this mass because this is the last mass that Chris, Joshua, Dexther, and Jordan will be attending. They all have to go back to their respective school. (Chris and Joshua - Georgia Technical Institute in downtown Atlanta; Dexther - University of Georgia in Athens; Jordan - back to his highschool in Conyers). I have to say goodbye to my dear comrades that made my winter break...superb!

    The first person that I saw there was Dexther. Awwwww...he gave me a lucky token. Dexther has been so nice to me. Too bad i'm still inlove with Daniel and I have been so honest to Dexther about my feelings. I don't know exactly what's been going on in my heart. This past few weeks, I only got a chance to talk to Daniel for like, 3 times! I still love him in spite of the fact that we don't have that much communication. I know you think I'm dumb and no matter how complicated having Daniel on the picture, everytime I see him, my mind will just stop functioning and let my heart take over. Well..that's part of life.

    Anyway, Joshua sat down beside me during the mass. I will miss Joshua coz he's a very positive soul. I love his energy and sense of humor. If possible, I want to keep him close to me but then again, that's part of life. He has his own dreams and I have mine. As for my bestfriend's boyfriend, Chris, I will miss him too. The Chris and Joshua tandem is still the best policy! I used to hate Chris because he looks so arrogant but when Josh and I became close friends, I started to hang-out with Chris too. He's very gentleman and he is crazy in love with my bestfriend, Macey.

    After the mass, I went to my mom's work. Then around 7pm, I went to Jai's birthday party. I was surprised that my mom allowed me to extend my curfew to 12:00 am instead of 8:00 pm. The party was held in the Breakers. It was fun! we dance all night long - the ghetto dance* is my favorite (*ghetto dance - just contact me for more information about this dance). The best thing about this party is that, there's no alcohol involve. I'm serious folks! as in No Alcohol Involve. In fact, Jai's birthday toast is just a Gingerale. Well, we can't drink because we're all underage (the legal age to drink here in Georgia is 21 yrs. old) and almost everyone on that party is in college, which means that we all have to go to school tomorrow morning.

    Around 11:30 pm, I've decided t go home. Dexther and Josh both offered me a ride but Jai have already promise to drive me home (Thanks Daddy Jai). It was a nice party. I wish I could've stayed longer but I have class tomorrow morning.

    SMILE...you're with me!